“I truly believe that everything that we do and everyone that we meet is put in our path for a purpose. There are no accidents; we’re all teachers – if we’re willing to pay attention to the lessons we learn, trust our positive instincts and not be afraid to take risks or wait for some miracle to come knocking at our door.” – Maria Gibbs
Author: Yecheilyah
Freedom: The Illusion
There’s a strange fruit
hanging from the trees
but not the kind of Billie Holidays days
with
blood all on the leaves
but these
are a different set of trees
and they bear a strange fruit
called ignorance
with an illusion up its sleeve
an illusion so thick
sometimes it’s hard to breathe
I feel like I am in the days
of Dr. Martin Luther King back when
black folks marched and sang songs
and Martin had a dream but,
what exactly was his dream?
I found myself
asking myself
over and over these things
what exactly was his dream?
I thought and so my thoughts led me
to February 1818,
here was born Fredrick Douglas
a man who also had this dream
To not have to work the cotton fields
courtesy of the curses
was his dream see to
not be so dark
so black
this too was his dream and in
1845 he found himself
on the “winning” team.
Tired of hearing screams of being slapped up
he slipped up into a secret society.
Wanting to be a part of this world so badly
he joined the American Anti–Slavery Society
mistakenly joining a secret society
determined
to tear him away
from his own
society
This was his conclusion
Mr. Douglas my friends
got caught up in the illusion.
So being women some of us and
enjoying the company of women the other half of us
our thoughts led us to some women tales
we thought
well most certainly
we can get our answers from Mrs. Ida B. Wells
But as I studied her story in search for this dream
my mind began to drift away
as I saw that she too had this dream
she too had this purpose
she too wanted to escape
the curses
Blinded by a fake reality
she too joined a secret society
also known as the NAACP
created by Jews
but led by intelligent fools
with black skins
who sought to escape the bodies they were in
So
like Douglas
Ida became confused in a world of turmoil
that led her to believe her own confusion
she too was caught up
in this Illusion
but we had to figure out some way
somehow our own existence
our own being
therefore we continued our search
for Martin’s dream
our thoughts destination
had to steer towards education
so take it
it’s yours
this led us to of course,
W.E.B. Dubois.
something about this man caused an excitement
that ran through you and me we
became amazed
and began to admire his level of maturity
when it came to intellectual ability so we thought sure
“Now this man can school me.”
However, with him too my mind became stumped
as I ran across this myth
and
found that my admirer was in favor
of the talented tenth?
To my astonishment
he too had this dream
He too wanted to be on what he thought
was the winning team
(even if it meant only 10% of the winning team)
see because Dubois didn’t understand the curses
he created the crisis
magazine
so as we caught up to Dr. Martin Luther King and we
heard his many speeches singing “I had a dream!”
we too began to lust for this very dream
even if it was not real
all we had to do was feel
feel like we had this dream
even after our depression still lingers
and our arthritis can still be felt in the fingers
and our AIDS rate keeps growing
and our blood stops flowing
even in the midst of the curses
and the confusion
we’d still rather give ear to this Freedom
the illusion.
Keepin it Real
Life of a Writer
I am
I am rotten lettuces on tasteless teeth
twisted letters
filthy rags
spoiled meat
I am hands shaking chills of cold winds seeping a cold soul
in a cold world,
I am a braggadocios body bobbing back and forth, carving bones of a sick skeletal make-up
I am he who has yet to have woken up
I am dry bones
I am the one to whom you’ve thrown stones, and chuckles judged my attempt simply to exist
You bypassed me,
laughing, you joked at my life,
you did not consider I may have been Abraham’s wife
or Rachel’s daughter
may have been your foundation
you did not consider I could have planted in the bowels of a broken being rooted seeds,
you didn’t believe your saliva could have been running down the face of Jacob’s seed
I am proof of your past
I am not first, I am last
But I am not last, I am first
I am broken waters to quench your thirst
I am shattered glass
Chanted songs and free at last
Beautiful earthquakes, hour glass
The materialized substance of your disobedience
I am the gift to your present
I am crumbled potato chip bags curling in the agonizing pain of empty contents
I am dirty walls and street gangs, schools without common sense
spiritual non-sense
I am slavery folded within the pages of ignorance
I am pregnant mothers at 16,
I am dope dealers
Crack fiends
I am cold rods against soft bones
Dripping water stains like ice cream cones, I am your portion
I am Planned Parenthood, I am abortion.
I am poverty, sickness, I am disease
I am the consideration of obedience to reverse this
I am the judgment of sins,
I am The Curses
I am history
I am present, I am future and I am youth
I am both what you desire and what you despise
I am
The truth
Writing Therapy
Do you write for therapy? Also known as Journal Therapy, Writing Therapy is the act of writing down thoughts and feelings to either come to a deeper understanding of self, or of the world, or just to provide a kind of healing to the stresses of abuse, insecurities, or everyday situations. It is a form of therapy that I am not sure that everyone who participates is even conscious of. Do writers who write recognize a form of healing from the process? Perhaps that is something we may explore in great depth at a later time. “What drives you to write? What makes you write? What kind of stain does having written a piece leave on you?” These are questions you may feel free to respond to at your own leisure; it will be interesting to see what our answers are to these questions.
In the meantime, below is an excerpt from a piece on Journal Therapy that may be of assistance in the exploration of this topic. This article first appeared in The Illustrated Encyclopedia of Mind-Body Medicine, The Rosen Group, accessed from http://www.journaltherapy.com. ©1999 Kathleen Adams. I hope it is of help to you in your writing endeavors. Enjoy 🙂
The Philosophy of Journal Therapy
In the 1980s many public school systems began formally using journals in English classes and across the curricula as well. These journals, often called “dialogue” or “response” journals, offered a way for students to develop independent thinking skills and gave teachers a method for responding directly to students with individual feedback. Although the intention for classroom journals was educational rather than therapeutic, teachers noticed that a simple assignment to reflect on an academic question or problem often revealed important information about the student’s emotional life. Students often reported feeling a relief of pressure and tension when they could write down troubling events or confusing thoughts or feelings.
Journal Therapy in Practice
Although there are many psychotherapists who incorporate journal therapy into their sessions by assigning written “homework,” there are relatively few who specialize in journal therapy. Therapists who utilize journal writing in a session often begin by asking the client to write a short “check-in” paragraph or two on “what’s going on” — how the client is feeling, what s/he wants to work on in the session, and what’s happening in her/his life that impacts the therapeutic work at hand. This writing is usually shared with the therapist, and an “agenda” for the session is set. The therapist then guides the client through a writing exercise designed to address the therapeutic issues or tasks that the client has brought forward in the check-in or warm-up write. This writing usually takes about 10 minutes, and the remainder of the session is spent with the client and therapist exploring the information revealed in the longer write. The session generally concludes with the therapist offering several suggestions for journal “homework” to be completed between sessions. Journal therapy is also very effective in groups, and it is common for group members to establish a sense of deep community as writings representing authentic expressions of self are shared.
Benefits of Journal Therapy
It is believed that by recording and describing the salient issues in one’s life, one can better understand these issues and eventually diagnose problems that stem from them. Journal therapy has been used effectively for grief and loss; coping with life-threatening or chronic illness; recovery from addictions, eating disorders and trauma; repairing troubled marriages and family relationships; increasing communication skills; developing healthier self-esteem; getting a better perspective on life; and clarifying life goals.







